Opening post

Ok, so this is my very first entry so please be kind.  I’ve decided to do a blog to help not only myself but hopefully others.  I say myself because it’s easier to see things written down in order to heal yourself.  I say others because I’m hoping by doing this I help others, even if that’s just one. I’ll start by sharing a bit about myself.  I am a part-time Registered Nurse and a mother to boy/girl twins.  On a whole I haven’t had a complicated or even what others deem a a ‘hard’ life. I have an awesome family and had a great childhood.  I have a supportive husband that helps me to be a better person and loves me the way that I need to be loved.  By healing I mean everyday mundane stupid thoughts that we get and our reactions to people and situations that make us who we are. I have a nervous energy and this causes me anxiety. Not the textbook anxiety where I need medication or anything- I know how to fix it- I’ve done some education and picked up ways along my journey to help and heal the soul and this is what I want to share as well as remind myself to do it on a daily basis.  I have always been spiritual and ‘know things’- psychic to a degree but it goes deeper than that.  I just know things- how people are feeling, what they’re going to say, how they’re going to react etc.  My empathy and emotional connections to people are, I believe, of a high level and this makes me more intuitive also.  I have a strong connection to the afterlife and always have, I believe in god but also the spiritual side to life. I should do more meditation and learn to enhance my ‘gift’ but it’s been fear stopping me. I no longer care for fear and I no longer desire to feed it.  I think every soul has a mission and I’ve always been compelled to help and teach people whether it be family, friends and strangers. I think often I’ve helped strangers and friends more so than those who matter most to me but I choose not to be regretful but learn from this and put the important people always first.  Motherhood has taught me this and so has life in general.  This is going to be an honest blog and I’ll share everything I know and have learned as well as quotes, photos, knowledge from others etc I think are inspirational and hopefully I can help people to help themselves like I’m choosing to do.  I have a strong desire to write and hopefully you will share this journey with me and give me a chance as maybe it might be of help…I’ll do what I can.  I can only try and if I don’t then I’m not giving myself a chance to be me. Life is about risks and if you don’t take a risk to be who and what you want then what’s the point?